Zindagi Mein Aaye Kaise Kaise Rang Update No: 5

Update No: 5

pher mai susu kar ke wapis aya tu room ki light band thi mai wapis baba ke bara bar mai akar let gaya ammi bad par hi thi par ab ammi baba ki malish nahi kar rahi thi jab mai leta tu baba ne ammi se kaha

baba: mera beta aj mare sat sooy ga jao bahar ki light or darwaza band kar do

pher ammi ne bahar ki light band kardi jo pahle thori bahut roshni Aari thi bahar se wo bhi ana band ho gai ab room mai pora Aandhera ho gaya tha pher ammi ne darwaza band kiya or wapisi Aai par abhi ammi bad par nahi Aai thi kyn ke mujhe ammi ke bad par Aane ka Aahsas nahi howa pher kuch der tak ammi ki chudiyon ki khanak khanahat Aati rahi

baba: kitna dar kare gi Aaja

ammi chup hi rahi pher ammi bad par chari or baba ke oper beth gai

(room ke bare mai kuch bata don ap logo ko room mai jo bad laga tha wo do diwaron ke side mai laga tha matlab ke bad ke do sarhane dewar se lage thy ek sar wala or dosra laft hand wala or inhi do sarhano ki side window thi laft hand wali window gali mai kholti thi or sar ki side wali window dosri side kyn ke hamare ghar ke bara bar mai jo ghar tha wo itna nahi bana tha ke hamare floor tak Aata )

khair Aami bad par char kar baba ke oper beth gai mujhe clear tu nazar nahi Aa raha tha par Aandhere mai mujhe Aay howe kafi time ho gaya tha tabhi mari Aankho ki putliya phal gai thi par abhi clear tu kuch bhi nazar nahi Aa raha tha pher bhi itna tu samj Aa rahi thi ke Aami baba ke oper bethi hai pher se ammi ki chudiyon ki khanak khanahat ki awaz Aane lagi pher ek dum se ek awaz Aai thhhhhpppppppp si is awaz ke sat ek or awaz suni maine jo ammi ki lagi mujhe sssiiiiii ki awaz nikli thi ammi ke mooh se

baba: behanchod pora le kar beth randi kitni bar bola hai ek bar mai liya kar

maine dekha ke ammi pher se oper uthi or is bar pher se wohi awaz Aai par pahle se ziyada taz thi dono awaz sat sat in awazo mai baba ki bhi awaz thi sab ek sat hi awaz thi

jaise hi Aami bethi thhhhhhhhhpppppppppppp ki awaz Aai or sat ammi ke mooh se ssssssssssiiiiiiiii ki awaz nikli

baba: behanchod Aayse lane main tare ko moot Aati hai

ammi bas chup hi thi maine dekha ke ammi ne apne hath baba ki chaati pe rakhe howe hain pher ammi thori si baba ki side jhoki or pher se wapis apni jaga Aai is bar itni taz awaz tu nahi Aai bas ammi sssiii karti pher ammi aysa karti rahi koi 10 se 12 bar ammi ne Aaysa kiya hoga ke baba,ammi se bole

baba: uqroo beth (jaise hum washroom karte waqt bethte hain waise)

baba ke bolne par ammi pher se wapis side ho kar bethi pher apne hath ki madad se uqroo beth ne lagi itne main baba pher gusse se bole

baba: randi ki bachi andar liya howe beth nahi sakti thi

ammi is bar bhi chup thi pher baba ne apne hath se ammi ka hath pakre pher se ammi ki chudiyon ki khanak khanahat ki awaz Aai

maine dekha ke ammi niche ki taraf zoor se bathi aysa karne se pher se wohi awaz Aai jo pahle Aai thi ttthhhhhhppppppppp ki is bar ziyada taz thi ya awaz, awaz ke sat hi baba bole

baba: behanchod ab rokana nahi kar taz taz

maine dekha ammi bar bar oper uthi or pher se zoor se wapis beth jati ab room mai thhhppp thhhhppp ki awaz saf sunai da rahi thi sat sat baba bhi bol rahe thy

baba: hain ayse hi or tazi se niche Aa hain ayse hi or taz

sach mai ab ammi bahut hi taz taz oper niche ho rahi thi kyn ke bad pora hil raha tha  ammi ke oper niche hone se sach kaho tu mai ya sab dekh kar bahut heran tha ke ya ho kya raha hai kyn ke thek se tu kuch dekh nahi raha tha or jo sun raha tha wo apne pale nahi Aaraha tha bas kala (black) se saya jase ammi dikh rahi thi maine apni Aankho ko phaaar phaar ke dekhne ki bahut koshish ki par mujhe iske ilawa kuch nahi dekha ab ammi ki speed kam ho gai thi ab wo oper jati or jab wapis niche Aati tu Aati tu bahut taz jis se awaz bhi ziyada hoti par pher se oper jane mai kuch sce ka waqfa lati par mujhe aysa lag raha tha ke wo pora zor wapis niche ane mai lagati hain kyn ke ab jab wo bathi thi tu unke mooh se sssssssssssssssiiiiiiiiiiii ki awaz waze suni ja sakti thi ammi ne ayse hi kuch 7 se 8 bar kara or pher ammi rook gai or baba par let gai

baba: behanchod rokna nahi rokhna nahi behanchod utar oper se jaldi

ammi jaldi se baba ke oper se utari or mari side par bethi ammi jab mari side par bethi ya mehaz ek ittefaq hi tha (accident) ke mare pairon ke panjon par ammi ki body lagi is bar mujhe pher se jhatka laga kyn ke mujhe aysa laga ke ammi ki body bina kisi kapre ke mare pairon ke panjon ko chuhi hai abhi mai soch hi raha tha ke baba har barate howe bole

baba: wahan apni maa chodane bethi hai idar Aai behanchod

maine dekha ke baba bad se niche utar ke khare howe hain ammi bhi jaldi se niche utrai

baba: chal jaldi apna ek ghootna bad par rakh

mujhe thek se dekh tu nahi raha tha par aysa laga ke ammi ne baba ki baat ko mante howe waise hi kiya jaise baba ne bola tha pher baba ne ammi ko jhatka lagaya jis se ammi niche ki taraf jhoki ya shayad bad par gir gai thi ammi pher se wapis apni jaga Aa gai is bar baba ne ammi ko pakrliya apne hathon se shayad baba ne ammi ko ammi ke shoulder se pakra tha baba bahut taz jhatka mar rahe thy ek ek kar ke yun samj lo ke baba ammi ko jhatka marte pher kuch sce unke sat lage rahte pher piche hote pher se utni hi zoor se jhatka marte jab bhi baba jhatka marte ammi ko tu ammi ke mooh se bas sssiii hi nikal ta ab baba ki speed bhar gai thi baba laga tar jhatke pe jhatka mar rahe thy or ab baba ne ammi ke shoulder ke bajae sar ke balon se pakra howa tha shayad aysa mera guman tha kyn ke ammi ka sar oper ki taraf uth chuka tha warna pahle ammi ka mooh niche ki taraf tha abhi kuch hi der hoi thi ke baba piche hat gay baba ke hatey hi ammi bhi sidhi ho gai

baba: chal ghori ban

ammi niche khare khare niche ki taraf jhook gai

baba: behanchod bad par bane ko bola hai tange niche latka

ammi Aage Aai or bad par ulti let gai baba ammi ke piche Aay thy ke

ammi: main washroom se hoke nahi Aai

ya pahli bar thi jab ammi kuch boli par yaa baat sach mai mari samaj se parey thi

baba: behanchod kitni bar bola hai mare pas aya kar tu saf safai kar ke Aaya kar chal nikal kar de condom

condom ya lafz maine isse pahle nahi suna tha me heran tha ke ammi baba kya kar rahe hain kya bol rahe hain baba ammi par kyn itna gussa kar rahe hain kyn bar bar ammi ko galiya bak rahe hain mari kuch samj nahi Aaraha tha abhi mai ishi soch mai tha ke baba ki pher se awaz Aai

baba: kia howa behanchod nahi mila light jala le

ammi: nahi,nahi yahi rakha hai abhi mil jata hai

maine baba ko bad se jate dekha pher Aachank light jali mari tu saans se rook si gai maine second ke hazarwe hisse main apni Aankhe band kar li mari dil ki dharkan itni taz ho gai thi ke mujhe apni dil ki dharkan saf sunai de rahi thi sach mai agar mai heart ka patient hota tu ushi waqt mujhe heart attack ajata mari pori body pori ki pori kaap kapa rahi thi mujhe laga ke bas ab mai gaya ammi ya baba ne mujhe dekh liya tu mari tu ya soch ki hi halat kharab ho rahi thi kuch der pahle jo kuch maine suna ya jo kuch pahle maine dekhne ki koshish wo mai sab kuch bhol chuka tha mari himmat hi nahi hoi Aankhe khol ke dekhne ki is soch se ke agar maine Aankhe kholi or ammi ya baba main se kisi ne mujhe jaagta dekh liya tu mari itni pitai honi hai jitni bahi ki bhi nahi hoi hogi bas mai soch raha tha ke jaldi se jaldi light band ho or shayad mari sunli gai kyn ke light band ho gai thi sach kaho jab light band hoi tab ja kar mari saans mai saans Aai

baba: gori ban

maine pher himmat kar ke Aankhe kholi ammi pahli wali position par Aa gai thi baba pher se ammi ke piche Aay

ammi: tel

abhi ammi ne tel hi kaha tha ke or kuch bol na sakhi bas ek dard bhari awaz hi nikli hhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh ki baba ne apne dono hath ammi ki peet par rakhe thy ya shayad ammi ke kuloo par pher baba thora piche howe or pher se Aage ammi ki taraf Aay baba taz tu nahi Aay thy par baba ki shidaat itni thi ke baba ammi se bilkol tight se chipak gay thy ya dosre alfazon mai kahon tu baba ammi se shadeed kisam ki taqat se ghus gay thy ab ttthhhpppppp tttthhhhhpppp ki awaz tu nahi Aari thi baba aram se piche hote or jitna aram se wo piche hote usse ziyada aram se Aage ammi ki janib Aate par ammi ki janib Aate howe unki taqat ki jo shidaat hoti wo sach mai dekhne wali hoti or jab wo ammi ki janib ate howe shidaat bhari taqat ammi par lagate jis se ammi ke mooh se ek wahze dard se bhari Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaa sunai dati ya marhala bahut aram aram se guzar raha tha is mai mujhe baba ka jhoosh tu nahi dekh raha tha jo pahle dikha tha mujhe par is marhale mai ek khas baat baba ki shidaat se bhari taqat thi jab wo ammi ki janib Aate is baat ka Aahsas mujhe Aami ki dard bhari Aaaaaaaaahhhhaaaaaaaaaa se ho raha tha baba jitne aram se ammi se dor hotey usse do guna aram se wapis Aate par Aate howe Aaysa lagta ke wapsi ka rasta tu chota hai par jab Aate tu aysa lagta ke rasta bhar gaya hai kyn ke baba musal sal Aage Aage or Aage ane ki koshish kar rahe thy jaise unka bas chale tu wo ammi mai sama jay dekhte hi dekhte kuch kuch chang Aane laga position tu waise hi thi baba ka hath bhi apni hi jaga thy bas ab jaise jate waise hi wapis Aate ab bhi ammi ki aaaaaaaaahhhhhhaaaaaaa nikal rahi thi jab baba ammi ki janib Aate ya marhala bhi kuch hi der tika kyn ke baba ki speed musal sal bharti hi ja rahi thi ab ammi ki aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhaaaaaaa ke sat sat tttthhhhhhpppppp tttttthhhhhhhhoppppppppppp ki bhi awaz ane lagi thi sach mai ya marhala tu yun nikla jaise kisi ne das (10) tak ginti gini ho jaldi jaldi mai or pher jo maine baba ka roop dekha mujhe khud unse dar lagne laga tha itni taz taz ammi ko jhatke mar rahe thy ke dewar se bad takrane ki awaz Aane lagi thi ammi ab musal sal dard se bhari
aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaa ki awaz nikal rahi thi ya awaz itni taz thi ke ek pal ko main bhi dar gaya tha pher Aachank ammi ki awaz badal gai jo awaz pahle aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaa ki Aari thi ab ghuti ghuti si Aari thi waise tu mera dehan baba ki taraf hi tha par jab ammi ki aysi awaz suni tu maine ammi ki taraf dekh jab ammi ke mooh ki taraf dekha tu paya ke ammi ne apna mooh bad pe daba rakha hai maine pher se nazre apne baba ki taraf kari tu is bar baba mujhe chang lage baba ke jo hath pahle ammi ki peet ya kuloo par thy ab ammi ki gardan par Aay howe hain ya marhala bhi dosre marhalo ki tarhan roka nahi ya bhi guzar gaya jab baba ammi ki peet par let se gay or jhatke lagana band tu nahi kare par ya alag kisam ke jhatke thy baba jab piche hote ammi se tu kuch lamha ya kuch sce rokte pher itni taz jhatka marte ke pora bad hil jata ab awazo ki taa daat bhar gai thi ammi aaaaaaaahhhhhhaaaaaaaa ke sat sat jo tttthhhhhpppppppppp ki awaz thi uske sat sat dewar se bad takrane ki awaz shamil thi or ek khas awaz jo baba ki bhi thi woooo bhi apne mooh se hhhhhooooohhh ki awaz ke sat sat kuch bar bara bhi rahe thy jo mujhe tu pale nahi parha ayse koi 10 se 12 jhatke mare honge baba ne jab baba jhatka marte tu kuch sce ammi se lage rahte pher wapis ammi se dor hote tu wahan kuch sce roke rahte pher wapis ammi ki janib jhatka marte or pher ek Aakhri jhatka jo shayad ab tak ke jhatko ka baap tha kyn ab tak tu bas ammi hi ki dard se bhari Aahhhhhhhaa nikal rahi thi par is jhatke mai baba ki bhi Aaaaahhhhhaaaaaaa nikli jo mujhe dard se bhari hi lagi pher jaise sab kuch thaam sa gaya ho ammi,baba ki bas saans lane ki hi awaz thi room mai ammi,baba ayse saans ley rahe thy ke jaise bahut door se bhag kar Aay hon aysa lag raha tha ke inhai pani ki piyas lagi ho kyn ke musal sal ya dono haanpe jare thy sach mai ayse saans ley rahe thy ke jaise in dono ka kisi ney mooh band kardiya ho kuch der ke liya jisse inki saanse rook gai hon pher end waqt par apna hath hata liya hon ya ammi,baba koi 5 min tak ayse hi saans late rahe pher thore thore normal howe abhi baba,ammi ke oper hi late howe thy  ammi,baba ko late howe tafi time ho gaya tha mujhe tu yun lag raha tha ke ammi,baba shayad soo gay hain ab mujse bhi or nahi jaga ja raha tha uski ek waja room mai phale sanate ki thi or dosri waja ammi,baba ab kuch kar nahi rahe thy aysa lag raha tha ke soo gay hon unko dekhe dekhe mujhe bhi neend Aane lagi thi shayad aj wo pahli raat thi mari zindagi ki ke jis mai main itni raat tak jagta raha ab mujhe bhi neend Aane lagi thi mari Aankhe bhi band hone lagi thi ke baba,ammi se uth kar bad par paon latka kar beth gay or ammi se kaha jab maine baba ki awaz suni tu maine pori koshish ki ke mai pher se jago shayad mai kamiyab bhi howa tha

baba: lee isse shoper mai dal ke dustbin mai phank de or mujhe kapra de

ammi: jii

ammi pher uthi or baba se kuch liya pher ammi almari ki taraf gai almari khol ke kuch nikala pher se wapis Aai baba ko kuch diya pher kuch hi lamho bad baba uthe mujhe pher se ammi ki chudiyon ki khanak khanahat Aai itne mai baba ne room ka darwaza khol ke bahar chale gay jab room ka darwaza khola tu pher se dar gaya tha ke kahin pher se light na on ho jae par aysa kuch nahi howa kuch der bad washroom ke darwaze ki khol ke band hone ki awaz Aai pher maine ammi ko bahar jate dekha ammi bahar ja kar room ke darwaze par hi rook gai mujhe laga ke shayad ya ab mujhe utha kar wapis apni jaga solay gi mai ne Aankhe band kardi par is bar jab maine Aankhe band kari mari pher Aankh khol nahi sakhi kholi tu subha hi kholi jab ammi ne mujhe uthaya.

main utha tu normal hi tha par jab mari nazar baba par gai tu mujhe raat wala sara scene mare samne ek film ki tarha chalne laga

ammi: kya howa school nahi jana

mai ek dum se har bhara gaya or uth ke washroom jane laga pher kuch khas nahi howa school time mai school se wapis Aa kar hum ne aram kiya par jab mai aram karne betha tu mujhe pher se raat wala scene yaad ane laga mujhe ayse lagne laga ke maine kuch galat kardiya hai ek khoof sa dil mai Aa raha tha ke baba,ammi mai se kisi ko malom chala ke mai soya nahi tha kal raat tu mari bahut pitai hogi ya sab sochte sochte kab din ka 1 baj gaya mujhe pata hi nahi chala mujhe tu choti sis ne Aakar bataya ke

asma: bhai chalo madarse

hum pher madarse chale gay wahan ja kar bhi mai raat wala scene nahi bhola bar bar mai wo soch ne par mujbor hoja raha tha mujhe jab jab wo yaad ata mere jism mein ek ajeeb se larzish uthi or ya larzish yun gaib ho jati jab ya khayal mare zehan mai Aata agar ammi,baba ko is ka pata chala tu mari khair nahi mai abhi bhi ushi soch mai duba howa tha ya koi mare liya asan baat nahi thi maine zindagi mai pahli bar aysa kuch suna tha ya aysa kuch dekhne ki koshish ki thi mai chaa ke bhi wo sab jo maine suna or dekhne ki koshish ki thi usse bhola nahi pa raha tha ke itne mai bhabhi ki awaz Aai jo mujhe bola rahi thi

bhabhi: Aao jahanzaib sabak sunao Aakar

mai ne bhabhi ki awaz sun to li thi par ab dar lag raha tha ke maine tu sabak yaad hi nahi kiya mujhe tu lag raha tha ke jaise aj mai madarse Aaya hi nahi itne mai pher se awaz Aai

bhabhi: kya howa Aao jaldi

mai uth kar bhabhi ke pas chala gaya

bhabhi: chalo shoro karo suna na

mai chup betha raha is bar bhabhi ne gusse se mujhe bola

bhabhi: kya howa sunata kyn nahi

mai ab bhi chup betha raha is se pahle ke mai kuch bolta ya kuch sochta ek zor dar kisam ka chamata mare galo par laga jis ki awaz sce bhar ke liya sehan mai ghoonji chamata itna zor ka tha ke mai ek side gir gaya tha or mari Aankho se Aansu nikalna start ho gay thy pher se bhabhi ki ek gharaj ke sat awaz Aai

bhabhi: dafa ho yahan se 5 min mai yaad kar ke suna mujhe

mai rota howa wapis apni jaga Aakar beth gaya 5 min ka time diya tha bhabhi ne jab ke mai apni jaga Aakar 5 min tak tu rota hi raha tha pher rote rote khud hi chup ho gaya or sabak yaad karne laga jab tak mai roo raha tha tab tak tu kuch bhi mare zehan mai nahi Aaya jo kal raat howa par jaise hi maine roona band kiya mare zehan mai pher se wohi sab Aana start ho gaya mai chaa kar bhi khud ko apni soch se nikal nahi paa raha tha aysa nahi tha ke mai khud se wo sab soch raha tha par wo sab kuch tha hi mare liya aysa ke mai usse bhola nahi paa raha tha pher se bhabhi ki awaz Aai

bhabhi: chal Aakar sabak suna

mai pher mooh latka kar bhabhi ke pas gaya is bar jate howe mari tange kanp rahi thi shayad bhabhi ne bhi ya baat note ki thi mai unke pas ja kar betha

bhabhi: chalo sabak sunao is bar thore naram andaz mai matlab apne normal andaz mai kaha mujhe par mai kya karta sabak yaad hota tu sunata is bar bhi chup betha raha jab dekha bhabhi ne ke mai chup hon tu mare pas sarki jab wo mare pas sarki tu mujhe pher se dar laga or mai thora piche ho gaya ya dekh kar bhabhi ne mujhe pher se kaha

bhabhi: kya howa hai Aao idar

mai ab bhi waise hi betha raha unho ne pher se kaha ke

bhabhi: Aate ho ke lagao ek

marta kya na karta unke pas darta darta gaya mai abhi gaya hi tha ke bhabhi ne apna hath uthaya ya dekh kar mai piche hatne laaga par hat na saka par is bar bhabhi ne chamata nahi mara tha balke mare mahte ko apne hath se check kiya jaise mujhe bokhar tu nahi hai pher khud hi boli

bhabhi: sabak bara hai tu mai chota kardo

maine bas itna hi kaha jiii

pher bhabhi ne mujhe sabak chota kar ke ek bar apne sat parhaya pher kaha

bhabhi: jao apni jaga ja kar betho or yaad karo kal agar yaad nahi howa tu khaal Ooudherrr dongi

pher kuch khas nahi howa hum wahan se wapis ghar Aay or Aakar beth thy ke ammi ne mare galo ko dekha shayad bhabhi ke hath abhi bhi mare gal par chape howe thy ammi ne ya dekh kar kaha

ammi: kya howa mare laal ko kis ne mara

abhi mai kuch bolte isse pahle mari choti sis bol parhi

asma: bhai ko bhabhi ne mara hai

ammi: kyn mara mare laal ko or ya bol kar ammi ne mujhe gale se laga liya jab ammi ne mujhe itne pyar se galey lagaya tu mai pher se rooo parha

asma: sabak yaad nahi kiya tha bhai ne

pher ammi ne mujhe chup karaya jab mai chup howa

ammi:rote thori hai tum ache bache hona mare shabash ab roona nahi jao mooh dhoo kar Aao

mai mooh dhoo kar Aaya pher ammi ne asma ko kaha

ammi: ke jao asma niche ja kar bolo ke khana khale Aakar

iske bad hum ne khana khaya jab hum ne khana kha liya tu baji logo ne khane ke bartan uthay mai bhi uthne laga tu ammi ne mujhe pakar liya or boli

ammi: mare pas Aao mera bacha mai ammi ke pas chala gaya ammi apni jaga let gai or mujhe bhi apne sat leta liya or mujhe kaha ke ache bache rote nahi hain or mare sar par hath pharti rahi mujhe kaab neend Aai mujhe pata nahi chala shayad raat ko der se sone ki waja se Aai .....................................continued